its time for some real blog posts.

here is what is on my mind at this moment: 

//i wish nailpolish stayed on my nails. 

i cant believe how freezing it really is. 

(the city always feels colder.)

i need to stop spending money. 

my dog is getting old and its showing.

i've made friends that will not go away.

(together in ties thicker than blood.)

whatever happened to myspace? 

i need to stop spending money. 

i need to listen to kevin devine more. really.

i cant wait for the chrismukkah party. //

///ps. i know new york is where i belong because

some people around me have feet who get 

tired after walking the dirty streets all day. 

my feet don't mind. i'd walk forever for this city./

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so what if its freezing? i'm awake and i'm happy. 

the sun's steepling its shards on my floor. 

i drag my feet to the shower and i hear someone singing. 

i keep the lights off while the water gets warm.

at some point i'll call you and tell you i miss you 

and you are the point of my day

and my face will get flushed and my throat will choke up

when you tell me that you feel the same.